Muse

Will you be my muse for life?

Will you allow me to use your smile to create words?

Allow me to use your words to create photos?

Allow me to use your generousity to create a world perfect for us?

Will you be mine and in return use me in the same?

Create poetry with my eyes.

Create music with our soul.

Create everything with the love we share.

I cannot promise everything will be easy but if we create a world together, our shield of love will be unpentratable.

Will you be my muse for life?

Goodbye sir

We always knew our bodies die

But in this moment let me

Shed love

Your memory stays warm & deep

The love we had I’ll always cherish

You appeared in a moment

Left the same way

Now I’d love to hear you

Until we meet again my friend

Stay with me even though

our time has been stolen

Arlin on the train

He misses her

waiting to see

remember her touch

Closing his eyes

Pain subsides

All he can see

Is her beautiful eyes

STOP!

FOCUS!

He forces himself to forget

But here she comes

in his heart

He knows she’s better off

Biting his lip

Using the pain to forget

He misses her once again

Untitled darkness

Day to day

I wake up

And look around

Rub my eyes

But you’re not

To be found

Just a thought

Or maybe a dream

But this thought

Can’t be unseen

Here or there

Missing a beat

Faintly I can hear

Stomping feat

Are you real

Or just a fake

Your presence makes

A dark mistake

Defined

He defined me.

Selfish, victim and controlling.

I think

I think

I think

He doesn’t know me.

He doesn’t know.

Sacrifices

Heartbreak

Struggle

Fear

He doesn’t know.

Love

Partnership

Friendship

Uncertainty

What he knows.

Scewed

Tainted

Distant

Blurry

What he knows.

Anger

Poverty

Self-loathing

Miniscule

I am not his definition.

I will not be his manipulation.

Everyone has an opinion.

I’m too much this or not enough that.

Everyone has an opinion.

Stupid.

Gullible.

Loving.

Unaware.

If I told you

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If I told you
How I loved you
Would you find
A million ways to
Break my heart

Blind is the beholder
In the eye of judgement
And daggers flow
Down the tear ducts
Of my brain

The pain exists on
Felt through galactic
Intrinsically
Exploding through the
Ravine

If I told you
How I fell in love with you
Would you find a
Million ways to kill
My heart