Muse

Will you be my muse for life?

Will you allow me to use your smile to create words?

Allow me to use your words to create photos?

Allow me to use your generousity to create a world perfect for us?

Will you be mine and in return use me in the same?

Create poetry with my eyes.

Create music with our soul.

Create everything with the love we share.

I cannot promise everything will be easy but if we create a world together, our shield of love will be unpentratable.

Will you be my muse for life?

Goodbye sir

We always knew our bodies die

But in this moment let me

Shed love

Your memory stays warm & deep

The love we had I’ll always cherish

You appeared in a moment

Left the same way

Now I’d love to hear you

Until we meet again my friend

Stay with me even though

our time has been stolen

Arlin on the train

He misses her

waiting to see

remember her touch

Closing his eyes

Pain subsides

All he can see

Is her beautiful eyes

STOP!

FOCUS!

He forces himself to forget

But here she comes

in his heart

He knows she’s better off

Biting his lip

Using the pain to forget

He misses her once again

Feelings – I suck

It’s hard for me to remember
Because of the way I’ve been treated
It’s hard to diagnose
Feelings of the mistreated
No one has taken me
Into consideration
I have all but forgotten
What it is to be in this station

When you don’t bother to check in
You never return a phone call
You don’t ask how I’m doing
Or even care for me at all

I had a reminder
That they all have feelings
Be careful with their hearts
I’m told
They have feelings and thoughts
I’m told

But what about me

When they forget to call
When they forget to write
When they forget to show love
Leaving me alone in the night

But what about me
Do I not have any
These feelings thing you speak of
I feel I may have plenty
It may not be so loud
And it might be slightly concealed
But the worry and the anger
Are all things that I feel

I’m reminded about that time
Where I simply forgot
The appointment on my calendar
And the ringing of my clock
The distance was wide
And I did not despair
For he was acting like they all do
Just like he did not care

Months then pass
And that’s when I realize
His feelings were hurt
His smiling is simply a disguise

They are right to stay away
Because I seem to not have a care
For the feelings of others
Blankly, I’m not aware